Saccharine Arcadia

Fear is compressed in the back of my stomach,
The rust in my eyes from my corrode halo,
I remember your smile, distorted and pure,
To hold you ‘til death.

– InMe - Firefly (Overgrown Eden, 2003)

(Source: pineapple-penguin)

Via Babooshka

Stolen innit

1. Are looks important in a relationship?
Yes 

2. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yes 

3. Are you a virgin?
No 

4. Are you in a relationship?
Yes 

5. Are you in love?
Yes. Always have been, always will be. 

6. Are you single this year?
No. 

7. Can you commit to one person?
I can, I have cheated before but its something I’ve definitely learned from. 

8. Describe your crush
Stefan 

9. Describe your perfect mate
Someone who makes me laugh. 

10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No 

11. Do you ever want to get married?
Yuhuh 

12. Do you forgive betrayal?
Depends on situation.

13. Do you get jealous easily?
No 

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
My boyfriend 

15. Do you have any piercings?
Just my earz 

16. Do you have any tattoos?
No 

17. Do you like kissing in public?
Yes. but I’m not one of those cunts that have public displays and makes everyone feel really awkward.

20. Do you shower every day?
Yep unless I’m chaundering everywhere and can’t stand lol 

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
My boyfriend.

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Well Stefan’s sleeping so no :P 

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yep. 

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
No, engaged is more likely. 

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
No, unless its with my Stefan ^_^ 

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yup 

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
Yup 

28. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yup 

29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Yup 

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Yep my scars taken away. 

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Yes 

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
I thought I was experiencing it, turns out he was thinking of me :)  

33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
Yup 

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
No.

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yes

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Yes 

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Yep 

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yep 

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Uhuh 

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Yep 

41. Have you had sex so far this year?
Yup 

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
Depends on the mood of the kiss innit 

43. How long was your longest relationship?
3 years, we’re back together now though, he asked me back out on what would have been our 4 year anniversary :) 

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
1 that I consider important…

45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
About 5… 

46. How many times did you have sex last year?
A few times…. 

47. How old are you?
19. 

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Lose my mind… ? 

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
I can honestly say everything. His smile, his eyes, his voice, his smell, his hair, his sense of humour, the way he laughs. Yeah I won’t bore you with the rest. 

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
I’m with him anyway and its my birthday soon so accept and make him a cup of tea :’3 

51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes 

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
Yep. Theyre quick to show my mistakes but when I try to live up to their standards, they don’t even bother. Its not even like this is a family member its people who’re supposed to be my friends. 

53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
A few people are :3 

54. Is there someone you will never forget?
Uhuh 

55. Share a relationship story.
When my boyfriend asked me back out we were sitting on the sofa and he said “Can we be together again, but forever now?” or something along those lines. So soppy, I started crying xD 

56. State 8 facts about your body
I have blue eyes
I have brown/blonde hair, but theres lots of colours that go through it.
I have fibromyalgia.
I have to wear glasses/contact lenses.
I have never been on a successful diet.
My stomach is normally flat and I have no idea how because I eat so much.
I rarely get spots but when I do they’re huge and horrific. 
I have a scar on my pinky from when I was a toddler, my mum shut my finger in the door. 

57. Things you want to say to an ex
I have nothing to say.

58. What are five ways to win your heart?
Be my friend as well as my boyfriend, let me sleep next to you, take interest in my hobbies (because I’d take interest in yours), don’t be afraid to tell me your opinions/thoughts and have the same sense of humour as me. 

59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
Uh a year or so. I have been with people older but don’t consider them as partners. 

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
Hair, eyes and smile 

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
Smile and actually reach the eyes lol 

63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
Well when a man and a woman love each other very much… 

64. What is your definition of cheating?
Doing something you’d do with your other half, with someone else. 

65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?
I don’t have one. Why has this gotten reaaally dirty? 

66. What is your favourite roleplay?
I don’t have one. 

67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
Being outside, walking on a nice day/night :) 

68. What is your sexual orientation?
Straight.

69. What turns you off?
BO. 

70. What turns you on?
The way my boyfriend kisses me sometimes. 

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
WAT? 

72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
None

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
Anything really, I’m easily amused. If a lot of thought has gone into something for me, I’m pleased, even if I don’t like what they’ve done. 

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
Nice face. 

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Not sure, Stefans a cutie, he does lots of things.

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
No idea.  

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
I don’t really care unless its like…a 30 year old and a 12 year old, that shits wrong. 

78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
I don’t have one. 

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
Dunno tbh :) 

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
About an hour and a half ago. 

81. Who are five people you find attractive?
Stefan, Edsel Dope, Greg McPherson, Ashton Kutcher, Johnny Depp 

82. Who is the last person you hugged?
Mummah.

83. Who was your first kiss with?
Lewis hahaha 

84. Why did your last relationship fail?
He was … not right for me. 

85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
No I’m not a fucktard. 

86. You’ll love me if…
You love people with a dry sense of humour. 


i look back upon my life, i find it hard to find the right words that won’t hurt and brings me back to my knees.



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losing my way on the path of destruction.



a-psychonaut:

n1ck0l45:

did-you-kno:

Dominic Deville stalks young victims for a week, sending chilling texts, making prank phone calls and setting traps in letterboxes.

He posts notes warning children they are being watched, telling them they will be attacked. ‘The clown’s one and only aim is to smash a cake into the face of his victim, when they least expect it, during the course of seven days.’

If the boy or girl manages to avoid the ‘hit’, they are given the cake as a birthday present



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Holy shit.

This man is my hero


I hate this fucking aftertaste and I hate it even more without you here.

InMe, In Loving Memory. (via whileallthevulturesfeed) Via In the Company of Wolves

You were wrong not to believe in me, you were wrong. And I was wrong to believe in you for so long.



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